see what desperation does to certain people..........

last night was ladiesnightout at bukitbatok. how cool lar. my mom, sis, cousin and i stayed at my sister's place till about 1... i heard about my sister's drunk experiences from my cousin. SO FUNNY.... hahahhaa.

im talking to danny online now.

daph: see kai on my msn pic. looks like a girl hor? finally.
dan: plastic surgery is it?????

and i wanto get married. within the next one year. cos i want to wear a vera wang gown. cos danny's working at vera wang now! whee!!! haha.

m says:
we should meet soon rock
m says:
i know i have been busy
m says:
you need to push me more to meet you... i think i am neglecting my friends bah sorry

everyone around me is busybusybusy!

remember the botanist badge thingy we did back in primary school say about primary 3/4???

my primary ONE niece now has the zoologist badge thingy to complete. and yes. shes barely 7..... its still the same card. no change at all!! well some things in the education system dont change i guess. cept the part where i did it when i was about 10. she has to do it now....... and im helping her with it. hahaha.

"not all men are bastards. no men are not bastards.." WAHHH. where got like that one... "you think girls not like that meh?? u dare to say girls not like that??"

wtfffff.

thank you. :)
sometimes all we need is a reality check.

just when im alone in the office................

my 'fav' song came on the radio...........................

fantastic......................

na na na na, dont phunk with my heart.....................

i no likey likey likeyyyyyyy. :(

wahlao. teh like hell. cannot take it.

aghhhhhh. im waiting for my sis to come pick me up for dinner...... why so long...... shes still online in msn.. which means i still have to wait!!!!!1

teachers WILL always be teachers. even if its in a msn chat.
was talking to rockee online..

d: remedial?
r: supplementary to be exact..

and yes, of cos THE question had to come.
yes THE question thats been thrown to me about almost 10 times in the last 2/3 months.

instead of asking WHY... the teacher goes straight to.. SHOULD!

haha. :)

denise and shasha just went home... she brought sha over to pee on my bed............ hahahhaa. kidding. :p

we had coffee had ohsocool bpp and can you believe it? i feel like we're 16 all over again. fucking@^$&$&$&$ at 711 insisted that we need our id to buy cigs. starbucks was so far away from the freaking 711... ta ma de.

we came up, webcammed with bran & kel to show them sha's tits. HAHAHA!

funny monday night.

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my mom is the sweetest. so today (after quite a couple of weeks) i finally came home straight after work for dinner. as in home back to my place and not my sister's place. so only my dad, mom, bro and i were eating. my mom cooked soooo much!

d: mommy, why u cook so much?
m: cos that time u said u very long never eat cabbage.. and then u like xiaobaicai what..
d: then why 3 types of meat??
m: you like the ginger chicken what.. but always at jiejie's house never cook cos the girls dont like. and then the chicken wing korkor like.. the pork your father like.

:) :) total sweetness. im gonna make it a point to come home at least once a week for dinner!

m: did your korkor call?
d: david korkor? he's eating wat.
m: no.. danny..
d: oh.. no..
m: did he email?
d: no...
m: afew months already right? dont know whether he's ok.... can you email him and ask him how is he?
d: ok..

i wish i could tell her the truth. that i emailed him and he didnt reply... i shall just play the role of the heartless sister who is too caught up with her life to even email my brother. while my brother continues his whole one liner emails...

finally uploaded all the videos in my phone.

gosh. i didnt even know i had some videos of friends playing pool, eating and stuff like that. alot of the girls. :)

a person whos full of drive and determination is very attractive. i just saw you in afew videos. hello. where are you? how have you been?

thursday wasnt terrible thursday after all. :)

my favourite girls. :D

:) joy. my love!

sometimes i have to remind myself that they are already turning 7 and 4! seems like just yesterday i was holding their hands teaching them how to walk. enticing them with ice. HAHA.

me and one of the nicest girl on the face of this earth. :)

daniel 11 is so interesting. ive read it thrice today. and i still think its very interesting. daniel11:33-35.

went to marinasquare after church w hazel. ilovemarina. its so cool. there are so many things to buy! its temptation island! i walked into the mangosale, saw the crowd.. and turned around straightaway. how to shop when got so many people?

met my aunts&cousins in town! :) yay. new white shoes. i realised that the last few pairs of shoes that ive bought are either black or white. im so boring.

its almost july!! gosh time flies.

this evening, the girls came over! :) which means that i had 2 small girls jumping on my bed dancing along to the honeysoundtrack.

the taxi uncle was so funny. he was going on and on about soccer. and he was telling me how much he won when aus won the other time..... not scared i rob him meh??

the next time you go to your hairstylish, please do remember to be deep in thots.... and then look into his gorgeous eyes....... and after that... you will find out that your dreams came true when you found him. =P

ditzys, you do know that i love the both of you alot right? yes beneath the irriting moments, the moments when we really cannot stand each other... i love the both of you sillyass! haha.

ive been tripping/slipping so often its really not funny. this morning (it was raining!) i got down the bus and i almost fell flat on my flatbutt. :( damn paiseh. thank goodness your clever friend here actually brought an extra pair of slippers to walk in the rain cos its non slip and my pair of mj shoes are superrduper slippery. (PLEASE PLEASE DONT GO ON AND TELL ME THE WEAR SLIPPER TO SLIP JOKE OK.)

i think ive got a problem with my feet. cannot walk properly. grrrrr!!!!

Too Much of Something is bad enough,
But something's coming over me to make me wonder,
Too Much of nothing is just as tough,
I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied
Too much of nothing so why don't we give it a try,
Too much of something we're gonna be living a lie

wo ai spice girls! hehe.

psst, i know whats his name already fellowgroupies!!!!!

VAN FAN YI CHEN!!!!!!!

becos the four of us are groupies! :p

so from 9.15 allll the way to 5.30...... i was msn-ing. as in i was alone in the office the entire day lah. as my groupie friend told me on msn.. -wah.. you can say this out loud now.. NO GOVERNMENT SIA!!!-

hazelevejendaph are like the ultimate groupies. we were having dinner at p.s, its been YEARS since the 4 of us met up together. :) time well spent. and i laughed so much my * hurts. HAHAH!

okay, if you go to p/s tomorrow, you will see some 933 tent there.. theres gonna be an event tomorrow.. singers blahblah. we saw this damnnnn cute singer coming in from the side. we dont even know who he is lah. but he's damnnnn cute. so being the groupies that we are, we stood right in front!!! hahahaha. pictures and videos will be up soon. :D

HHAHAHA! cant believe we did that..... dammit. if the spice girls ever come to singapore, you guys better come with me!!!!

agh. its gonna be terrible thursday!

i woke up with damnnnn bad cramps. and backache. im getting old. check!
im still sleeeeepy from the beer i had last night.
my cousin just texted me to tell me that shes going to her office early today. so she can give me a lift. i could have slept for another 30 minutes.... but now, my hair is wet.
i cant sleep when im in the car later. its rude.
i cannot find the remote control for the set.

ok. reasons why it could be terrific thursday!

im meeting goodoldfriends for dinner later.
im gonna be alone in the office till noon.
im meeting goodoldfriends for dinner later.
friend from landofIT is coming back in a couple of months! party!!

food is evil!!!

this afternoon at 3pm on msn

jie: i just got back from the premango sale. bought ********* and bought u two tops.
me: HOW COME GOT PREMANGOSALE I DUNNO?????
jie: cos i MEMBER what.... hahhaha.
me: i also what! u got the card for me remember? the pathetic 5%.
jie: oh, maybe you not vip enough. haha. anyway help me go to www.footshopping.com .. choose one pair for mom, and for me.

great... so there i was stuck in the office. my sis was doing online shopping, on top of that.. she just came back from her 3 hour lunch break.. grrrrrrrr. i wanto shop too!!

my sister.... BROKE BACK!!!
as in literally she fractured her back. dont ask me why but i think the whole brokeback thing is damn funny.

anyway after breaking her back, shes been very nice. she got me some chanelcompactpowder. for what i dunno. i dont even apply make up. and she just got me 2 tops today at the premangosale. yayyy.

today i didnt bother applying wax on my hair in the morning.
i wore a very old teeshirt and equally old pair of jeans out and my equally old pair of birks out.

so after work, my cousin picked me up and we went over to my sister's place for dinner. once i stepped into my sister's place..

mom: why you wear like that to work?
me: can what! why cannot.
mom: why you never style your hair?
me: aiyah.. for what.. lazy.. today in the office only me and *, also dont need to meet clients.
mom: can you please wear nicer clothes next time and style your hair? YOU LOOK LIKE A BOY!!!
me: yah, a boy who carries a handbag and wears a bra.............

boy???!! :( how sad!!

me: brandon, this girl pretty or not? (shows him a picture of rae) uve seen her before at tash's party remember..
bran: pretty.. of cos pretty... PRETTY UGLY.
me: you're horrible!!!
bran: hahahahhahaa....

he's only TEN!!!

how do you define addiction?

i just finished watching the korean show "sad love story".....

wahlao, damn sad lah. i was crying throughout the entire last disc.. its one of those stupidsadlovestory that makes you go like.. WAHLAO EH!!!!

for those who've watch koreandramashows.... you would have realised that in almost every single show, theres always...
1) a love triangle.
2) a house by the beach.
3) a very rich man.

and what was quite funny about last night's lastepisode was that..... for the first time in a koreanshow, they actually had sex! and.... so lucky the girl got pregnant. next thing. the guy dies.... SIAN DIAO!

my mom came into the room at the last part.... and shes like "WHAT HAPPENED WHY ARE YOU CRYING???"

i bought a new belt today. i bought a new belt on saturday. and i hardly wear belts.

yesterday i bumped into my friend y at westmall after the movie with the girls. i was holding tash's hand. and when we were talking, i introduced tash as my daughter. and he bought my lie. he looked so apologetic for asking. HAHAHA! and yes, up till now he still thinks that tash is my daughter. heh.

last night i was talking to my sis. she was telling me she just met up with g the other day for coffee. okay, so the history is, g used to be my sister's goodfriend. they partied together and were both flying too. she is a very kind hearted girl who is very nice to the people around her. so i asked my sis... "hows g?" and she went.. "baptised spg".... apparently after almost everyone from that entire bunch got hitched and had their respective families, g went on to hangout with d's entire bunch of spg friends. ah, such is life.

my sis thinks that im not 'ok'. she said i looked down last night and kept asking me whether ive got anything to tell her.

i really dont know leh.

awwww.

m0sm0sm0s

caught CARS today with the girls. thank goodness nanny came along. otherwise i would have died bringing the both of them out myself.

CARS isnt as fantastic as i thought it'll be. :/ expected better. but owell! such is life. ha.

today was good. spending time with the girls, and talking to my sis. yayy.

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i must keep reminding myself that i am NOT 16 anymore.
gone are the days of clubbing 2 nights in a row.

friday&saturday night. seriously, i expected more from nickwarren @ z0uk. but benny@m0s was sooooooo good. although someone totally hated the music. :D

and i say hey, whats going on?

i realised that i like threesomes. no, not threesomes in the errr sexual way. i mean like friendships in 3s.

i realised that usually most of my good friends are in 3s. or rather in 2s. as in m, x and y.. so yah 3.

but sometimes, 3somes are hard to handle.

on a happier note, i went to cut my hair yesterday! yes after whining for the past 2 weeks how long hair is(was) and how irritated i am with it. now i have veryyy short hair. :D my hair has never been so short before. ok maybe back in err 2004 i had like awful tweetybirdlooking hair. but yah.

last night i watched soccer. the 3am match... NO GOAL!!!! MEXICO WHAT WERE U THINKING??????? what a lousy match.

the only way you're loving me, is just to pay a lovely fee.

becos im superficialandmaterialistic like that.

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
Make them laugh, it comes so easy
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]
All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part
But how was I to know which way the story'd go

d:do our past REALLY have to have a present..
d:can we get to a future if our past is a present?
e:no our past do not really have to a share of our present. but it does mould our present and our being. altho not completely but it doesnt not refute the fact that it does influence and the issue of degree is another matter
e:and as for the second question i have no FRIGGIN idea what ure talking abt
e:too warped for me lar
d: meaning,if your PAST, is a PRESENT.. can you get to a FUTURE?
e: ur past is not your present. your past is part of your present and therefore u will get a future. and even if ur past is your present. u will still get a future because there is a present, only that is made up for ur past

I AM VERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERY UPSET.

YOU DAMN STUPID FRIEND HERE ACTUALLY SPENT THE WHOLE WEEKEND ASKING LIKE THE ENTIRE WORLD... "EH WHEN IS JAPAN'S FIRST MATCH???"

and this morning... your stupid friend (daphne) actually woke up and felt DAMN excited. wore her adidasJAPAN top out. thinking... -aiyah, japanese vs the aussies, of cos the japs will win. nakata is howwww cute.-

[but i still brought a jacket out incase i had to cover my top]

after japan's first goal, i was howwwww proud wearing my japan top.

and then came australia's firstsecondthird goal.........
1st goal. i went to put my jacket over my shoulders.
2nd goal. i went to tie a knot with the sleeves of the jacket.
3rd goal. i went to wear my jacket.

i am very upset!!!!!!! :( :( :(

japan will win tonight.

1) i am wearing my red and white adidas japan top.
2) i am gonna watch soccer wearing my adidas top.
3) nakata is so cute!

:D

blogger looks weird. im using my com at work now. and i dunno why blogger is in freaking chinese!

i fell asleep only at 3am last night and woke up at 6am! something is wrong!!!!!!

isnt kai total cuteness?? =P shes so adorable its really hard to stay pissed with her. a couple of weeks back, she was playing with my fav glassbeaded necklace. and then she broke it... she stopped whatever she was doing.. looked up at me (insert pouty kai) and went... "im sorry aunty daph...." (face with pout and puppy eyes still there.)

how to scold i ask you?

cat's bday celebration.. tapas tree followed by scarlet.

this shop in chinatown sells vintagesunnies for only $8!!

some random wed night where we drank like err 2 bottles of martell..

my love.

bunnies. HAHHAHA!! kidding.

lamp chop.

friday nights!

hainanese girls! hahahha.

overdue pictures! m0s m0s m0s. oh how i miss partying.

been having conversations that require lots (ok lar, a little) of thinking. requires the mind. and yah need to think and think and think.

sometimes thinking too much isnt good.
because it will lead to reflection.
reflecting has the + and - points. what say you?

i just uploaded a month's worth of pictures from my phone.
not like it really matters.

anyway, back to reflection.
reflecting can either make you feel good about yourself, or make you feel like crap. make you feel like you're almost nothing. make you feel worthless.

my stomach feels weird. i think it was the steamboat we had for dinner. the mixture of the spicy soup, chicken soup, mushrooms, uncooked chicken, beef, cuttlefish, beer, barley and cake. aghhh. and then you wonder why im always whining about being fat. if you continue to eat so much..... how to lose weight daphne? but i had a reason today. it was a b's bday celebration.

at times, escapism seems like the best solution.
ignore ignore ignore. best solution out isnt it?
but then at the end of the day, the truth/fact that you're unwilling to come to terms with will hit you hard. like whambangpooshboooshcrash. so i guess escaping isnt such a good solution after all huh?

i was thinking, whats the point of shopping? whats the point of owning the cute lil bag at the shop window, or the nice pair of shoes? what does it all boil down to at the end of the day? are we gonna be judged in heaven by whatever material stuff we own on earth? do you think one can get like priority entry to heaven just cos he/she owns the latest s/s06 lv bag?

i read a very interesting book today. it has alot of statements in it that will make you think. actually its quite witty.

they say the love you receive on earth.. is only an advert for the love you'll receive in heaven. quite cool huh?

who are you accountable to?
the reason why a person will actually NOT do something.. or DO something.. is becos in everything that you do.. there are consequences. and people that you have to be accountable to.

distortion.
expectations.
(new shampoo)
reflection.
(almost alcohol free week)
motion.
(in desperate need to cut my hair)
confusion.


mid year blues.

i got CONNED to go to the plaza. hahaha. and then i got CONNED to sit at the foodcourt seeing the 3 others eat cos my mom already cooked.

and then i got CONNED to believe something stupid I said. and then never mind. D went to help I. so i got SUPER CONNED. wahlao.

and then i got CONNED to go to KS.

yummy cake. :) very yummy. almost as good as the one at conrad.

have you ever tried playing blackjack.. and then dont play $$ or drinks. but jumping jacks??? HILARIOUS!! everyone got CONNED.

i think this was taken almost a year ago. becos as you can see, kai looks like a boy wearing a dress!

my dear partnerincrime, because its your 20th and becos i love you! hehehe.

tash's indian dance at her gradshow last year. st joseph's kindergarten! which is tash? damn easy. the girl with the bangs!

last night i was at my sister's place.
i watched the tash&kai concert.

imagine the girls... (tash is turning 7 in nov. kai is turning 4 in dec.) dancing to... DONTCHA by the pussycatdolls and ITSLIKETHAT by mariahcarey...... and i dont mean like little girls moving their hands shaking their butt ok. i mean... little girls shaking their hips.. hands on hips.. hands everywhere, hands on head, down on the floor.. formation and all ok........

let me try to settle my stupid bluetooth adaptor. i will upload the video. its hilarious!!!!! like almost as good as the spice girls ok!!

english: band one.
chinese: band two.
maths: band one.

tasha is an outspoken and active child. helpful and a very good team member.

kyra's report book reads....

kyra is sometimes very sensitive and moody. but she will seek assistance from the teacher should she need any help.

HAHAHHAA.

it was a boring weekend. i hardly went out. literally stayed at home. didnt go clubbing. didnt even watch a movie.

but i heard secrets. heh. in the dark somemore ok. lol. :0

cat, happy 20th. :) :) lovee you partnerincrime.